| So though I can't imagine how I hope you're happy right now
Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry: You can still be with the Wizard What you've worked and waited for You can have all you ever wanted
I know: But I don't want it - No - I can't want it Anymore
Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try Defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And you can't pull me down!
Can't I make you understand? You're having delusions of grandeur:
I'm through accepting limits 'Cuz someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But till I try, I'll never know! Too long I've been afraid of Losing love I guess I've lost Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost! I'd sooner buy Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity And you can't pull me down Come with me. Think of what we could do, together.
Unlimited Together we're unlimited Together we'll be the greatest team Dreams, the way we planned 'em If we work in tandem: There's no fight we cannot win Just you and I Defying gravity With you and I Defying gravity
They'll never bring us down! Well? Are you coming?
I hope you're happy Now that you're choosing this
I hope it brings you bliss
I really hope you get it And you don't live to regret it I hope you're happy in the end I hope you're happy, my friend I still see a future together. I miss him like crazy already. Did I make a mistake? Is there time for fourth chances? Probably not. I'd be a disappointment to everyone around me. Love sucks. I just wish he could see what I needed from him before it was too late. I feel like I've lost a piece of me. My throat has a constant choking feeling. My eyes are burning. I cried myself to sleep last night. No, I sobbed myself to sleep last night. I feel like such a bitch. My heart hurts. I feel like I've just made a huge decision, and it might have been wrong. I feel so guilty knowing I hurt him, when that's the last thing I wanted to do. I just don't know. Why is it that I can't seem to be happy. When I'm with him we constantly fight, without him I'm miserable. I feel like crap. He said he wouldn't talk to me anymore, that he couldn't do it. I wish he would, he is one of the few people I can talk to about anything. He's one of my best friends. He's gone. Young Noah: Would you just stay with me? Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin' Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. Young Allie: So what? Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out. Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt. Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT? Young Allie: It's not that simple. " I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you."
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